As I sit in numbness,
Numb to the war going on inside of me
Confusion and anxiety overtake my mind
Why do I feel like a blur going through life?
I feel unworthy to hold the positions in life that I have.
I don't recognize myself in the mirror anymore,
I am a skelton of who I was
Not knowing how to get back to the real me.
Through the times of valleys and caves,
You are always by my side.
Never leaving, always listening, ready to re-energize my soul yet again,
My rock, the place I can cry at, be angry at, be complacent at, be happy and excited at.